WHAT WOULD U DO IF YOU EVER HAVE A CHANCE?

What is the first thing you wish to do if the god give you the one more chance to make decision in your life?? Life is full of challenges and plenty of decisions had been made. *Tired* The first thing i wish to do is change my mind of doing something i really interested to do. I really did  made a mistake which change my life deeply.

No matter what decision i made, i have made it with the deep consideration.  However, life is full of predictions and you would not know what will be happening in the coming day. Everyday just a new chance for us to catch up, chances is everywhere and it's on your decision to catch it tightly. Thus, chances please coming to me and i will catch it tightly.

Recently become the middle man and it's such a suck thing which have to tolerate for both. It's so so hard to get tolerance between two persons and yet it has make me become breathable and yet nothing can be get done if the thing is continuously  happened. I have to make my mind clear and not to influenced by others. I have my own determination to decide!!! 

SEARCHING

Quite a long time did not update my blog. It's so relaxing to have one week holiday continuously and time to get back to work. Yet, the feeling of mine now is not curious of what is going on just feel like want to escape from work. If someone really interest in his job, he will put more effort to get it done.  Is it the life now is not my wanted life? Or am i lack of motivation to carry on my work?? I keep on searching and searching the aim that will enhance the life one that i wish to be. However, i have a new target to achieve right now and from now on i will be working hard towards to it. Two more hours, i will be leaving and start for my journey toward my new target So, wish me luck!!!

LOVELY GATHERING

Today, I had a little and yet meaningful gathering in BRJ, Wangsa Maju which we have not been there for almost one year time. We have lot of topic which we can't stop discussing. It's a wonderful time when we get together. We just like back to college time and  have non stop topic discussing. Times flies and we still got many to talk about but we left as time is getting late. All of time need to get back and ready for work tomorrow. I do appreciate every moment with you guys. Miss you guys..Wish all of us have a bright future. We do support each other no matter what's is happening.

BREATHLESS LIFE

Recently work more than 12 hours per day for one whole week and this will be carried on continuously. The major activity for whole day just  wake up, work, bath and finally sleep. This kind of lifestyle has been repeating day by day. In addition, u have no direction to do with a work and it make things more difficult. How wish am i just to escape out and relax my mind. Finally i know that the heavy workload really can cure one's loneliness and yet it can make your life more miserable. Everyone has their own responsibility, don't just ignore and push away the  responsibility against to others. Please do your part and did what you suppose to do. I need REST REST REST.

STUDY TIME BEGIN

Today is another late working to me and it will be continuous for few days to rush up my work. However, besides the busy working life, i'm gonna to kick on my study motivation for my exam. I need motivation to reach my passion. Time to arrange a time table and stick with it but how easy to follow the schedule with the big tons of workload which are waiting for me. Everyday have to convince myself to make me more confident on my work and there is a change on me. Recently been to some places which seems to familiar to me before but yet the same decoration, same situation with different feeling. Just try our best and god will look on hard works that you have done.

Morning or night

It is 12.30am in the morning...Yet, i just stepped into my home not more than 1 hour and have to to get up for work after 6 hours. Recently, the workload is keep on increasing and i have to deal with all those within the time specified. I just want to finished all those outstanding work before leaving. It's quite torturing when taking over other's left over as i am experienced that before. I think it's time to make a change, if not dare to step out the first step, you will not able to know the difference that you can be. TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE....

BUSY LIFE AHEAD

Finally i reached kl from my sweet home by using more than 6 hours. What the long journey that usually will use 3 hours to reach. The traffic was so terrible and you can see the red light along the road all the way. While packing up all my stuff and start thinking the busy life is coming ahead . Busy life is tired but i do love this kind of busy to spread my concentration and focus on my work and not to think others. Working is one of the best medicine for me to get rid all emo mood. Once you get into busy life, you will not feel so empty and start to feel the life is more meaningful. It gives you the work satisfition and more importantly you have to understand what is your target and aim to achieve. Hard work gives the better reward and it has no doubt on it. Who else don't like the easy job with the better reward? It will come to you when you believe in it. Set your mindset and move towards to your goals.

                                      Here is the new song -Lazy song by Bruno Mars
                                   * How wish i can lay on my bed for a week time*