Change with decision

Tired life is getting more and more nearer to me. Which path am i looking for actually? Choices are appearing every second in our life and we need to make all the decisions at the same time...Recently, i am asking myself that what i have done during my 6 months working life..have you think what have u did in one whole day while you are ready going to bed?  Every day just spend few minutes time to flash back what u have done and to be prepared for the better day. Now my indecisive is attacking me nowadays and again i need to make another decision.  As quoted by my friends, stay firm with your decision and do not look back..I did think about you sometimes but yet the memory of you seems far from me. That day i saw 'Him' again and he seems din't change much actually, but i still wish him have happily life ahead. Everyone scare changes and yet if you don't change, you will never improve and know the final result.  Should i change? It's late night again, Good night everybody.